Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Brokeback Mountain

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Ennis5 point less than to wake up. Outside of the wind shook the trailer, aluminum door and window frames in the vicinity of hissing shriek. Hanging clothes on a nail with a slight tremble. He got up, flex the look at his belly, slowly walked gas fireplace, coffee poured into the rest of the missing side of the enamel pot; blue flame wrap the plate. He twisted the faucet, the toilet to urinate; and then put Tshirt and jeans, as well as old boots, hard to stamp out stomping on the floor with so feet all squeezed into boots. the wind began to rumble and scratch along the lines of the trailer, he could hear the friction of the sand rustle. living in a trailer on the highway, is really very bad thing. the first day, the farmer put the key into the hands of Ennis, said: . daughter stay there for some time, until you find another job, but now, he is still happy to be dreamed of by infection with Jack.
Chen coffee has been boiled, and he is still holding the edge of the missing enamel pot. Ennis to pot the black liquid poured into faded old glass to cool slowly, his mind pondering just a dream. if not deliberately force yourself, so that memories may devour his day, mountain time review the past, when they owned the world, do not see any obstacles to the wind beating hh trailer, like mud from the waste down the car, as reduced, abandoned, and vanished temporarily silence hh
The two of them in the state of the two poor and grew up in a small farm. Jack in the Montana border on the Lightning Flat, Ennis near the Utah Sage. They were both high school dropouts, no future, hard work, poor rural boy, is inappropriate behavior, talk rude, used to live alone. Ennis also finished last in his parents a debt, leaving him $ 24 cash and a mortgage, two of the farm, by his brother and sister raised. In the age of 14, he applied for a hardship license, which allows him to sit for an hour drive from the farm to the high school. He did not get that bike classic cars heat sink, left a wiper, and a few bad tires. When the car when his hands had no money to repair. He was going to Reading High School, and has been almost synonymous with the resolution, but the truck broke down, he went straight into the farm.
when Ennis1963 years met Jack, he has been engaged, and Alma. Jack and Ennis are both advocates of saving the wedding. for Ennis, he installed a $ 5 only one tobacco cans. That spring, out of a desire to work They each signed a farm farm employment - so the north side of the farm as a shepherd and Signal camp care workers, they come together. work location is in the tree line on Forest Brokeback Mountain. It was the first Jack in the mountains two years, Ennis's first year, they are not to the two-year-old.
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in a stifling trailer office, read a table covered with scribbled writing on paper, a rubber The ashtray full of ashes. They shook hands. The Venetian blind crooked standing under the lights in the triangle, leading workers to move to the top of the shadow of the hand, Joe Aguirre, his hair is the color of soot and carve. He told them his instructions: people looked at them. I'm thinking of is to have a shepherd but it must be in the fold next to the night! and definitely not the ignition, do not leave any traces. I remember when the forest inspectors must take to close up the tent, bring your shepherd, where to sleep. his mother last summer we less a quarter of the sheep. I do not want this to happen again again! you! , wearing worn jeans, and nail over the shirt buttons. He said: Timing of the past again. to form a good tune. his rude to the table throw Ennis, Ennis is not worth as he walked over and gave him personally. do not know where to put hands.
they found a new bar has been from drinking since the afternoon. Jack tells Ennis, lightning hit a hill a year, electricity died forty sheep. two of them who exudes a unique sweat, stomach bulging up. They need enough whiskey. Jack said he had to lay off an eagle, his head turned, so that Ennis saw his eagle on the hat and tail hair. When he first read, Jack Ennis enough curls and random laughter. but because of this child, he was a lot of weight, and the smile are the last teeth clearly exposed, articulation is not clear but the concern for Ennis eat more fresh-baked popcorn. He held all the time rodeo rodeo competition fascinated, each tied to its belt transposon on a small rodeo will make him very excited. As long as no Lighting Flat, where he is willing to go.
Ennis has Gaogong nose and narrow face, his face dirty. his chest a little concave, slender legs are like compasses. has strong and very flexible body seemed born to fight and rodeo. His extraordinary agility reflect his vision make him despised outside Hamley's Saddle Catalog in addition to all the books.
truck carrying sheep starting point in the path to stop unloading the knee outside a Basque song called them on how to pack the mules loaded, two large packets into the mule twice on the diamond with a rope, with half of the grommets to reinforce. He told them: like dogs. Ennis picked out a chestnut called Cigar Butt to ride the Malays. Jack chose a mare. idle in front of the horse ran, Ennis, Jack, Shepherd thousand ewes and lambs following In the back, like an opaque water, through the forest into the beautiful pastures and endless wind-Benz. They Inspector in the forest a great team put up a tent platform. their first sleep in the tent, Jack to cursed with Joey Aguirre damn sheep were not allowed to sleep with the provisions of the ignition, but he endured miserable living wolves called middle of the night without too much complaining. dawn, the sky is like a glass of orange red, heaven and earth This junction of faded orange, but a dark green gelatinous. black rolling hills, just as Ennis morning cooking fire, the color when cooking. cold mountain seems to warm up, rough ground pebble suddenly had to pencil as long as the shadow of the tent behind the color into the jungle like malachite.
this day, Ennis observed walking around the hills, from time to time to see Jack, like a small black point move in the pasture, like a small insect crawled over wallpaper. Jack tent in the dark night to see Ennis as a small spark, a huge mountain of a red sparks.
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Jack has One afternoon late. He drank two cans of cold tent with a wet sack of beer, ate two barrel stew, four Ennis of the same rock as hard biscuits, a peach can, and then roll up a smoke, sitting there watching the sun sets.
the time spent running around midnight to check to see if a coyote struck. I should have to live at night in tents, Aguirre will not let me live! through the urine-like. ten times. I was very pleased with you for, but to warn you, I can not cook, I just open a can. will not mind. jam, a jar of coffee, a good horse to ride through the night good Cigar Butt. He had to pass through a hazy forest to flock there to go, and you want to stay to dinner when they could come back the next day.
the next evening, Jack in the peeling potatoes, Ennis shook the razor blade cartridge, I wish I could shake out of a blade, the motherfucker, so small stature, I bet it ate several lambs. It looks like children, like eat a whole fucking like a camel! you want hot water? I really have a lot here ! Jack noticed that he did not wear underwear, no socks), with Wang fans fire green towel.
bath they had dinner. each child a can of Zhudou, fried potatoes. They sat in a back to back root log on, share with a quart of whiskey. cold air is fire gradually dispersed, they are lavender color of the sky from time to time clink, drink, smoking, stand up and walk the edge from time to time to urinate. in the warm the fire, they far apart to Xiakan: horses, rodeo, violence, fighting; each had owned a dog or know; Jack parents have operated the farm, Ennis used to live in the place of his farm in the Signal In Casper's brother and sister married. Jack tells Ennis, his father was once a very famous former cowboy, but he never tells his secrets of how to tame cattle, never gave their own suggestions in this regard, but also never to see his bull riding, although the child had once put himself in back of the bull. Ennis said he was interested in this surgery will not be riding on a cow more than three minutes, but this bull riding technique is significant. significance of the prize money!! Jack said. Ennis nodded Jack's point of view. They very much agree with each other's views, there is a feeling of Brief Encounter. at riding herd on the way back, Ennis was just a little drunk that night to finish , that he had never been so happy.
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summer went by, they drove the sheep to a new pasture. sheep between the core of the tent a lot of long road, but the nights are long a lot. Ennis rode easy, sleeping with his eyes open, but he is not the time the sheep are getting longer and longer side. Jack plays the harmonica to issue high-pitched voice, in the cool valley air has blown a little out of tune. but Ennis has a good voice rough light. Some nights they sang a few songs to pass the time. Ennis know the with, the wolves sent packing.
light green light, cool wind in stone, blowing the flames low, and then blow out the fire, like yellow silk silk.
> forward, took off his boots, lying on the carpet to play for a while intoxicated, and then rub the rub chin Jack to wake him up.
left hand into his erection cock (the word can not read this novel does not depend on a) the time, Ennis do not want anything. Suddenly, like Ennis handles like a touch of fire draw back, put his knee on unlock the belt, push down the pants, forced reported tight Jack, as clearly seen, cock is very smooth, with a little saliva lubrication, he entered the Jack in the body. He had never done such things before, do not need any guide. they are very quiet, from time to time there will be rapid panting. Jack gasped: time, days, or red, his pants Xiegua in the knee. He was very headache. Jack patted him. They said nothing, my heart will understand how to get this summer, and damn sheep!!
that things like it, they have not spoken about sex, just let it happen. At first only at night in a tent, then they disregard the bright sun shines on them, or at the campfire. fast rough, laughter and snoring, is not the lack of noise, until Ennis open, we all did not speak. Ennis said: . They think that others can not see yourself, but do not know as far away as ten kilometers, Joe Aguirre's eyes through his 10x42 binoculars to see everything clearly, until they fasten the buttons on the jeans until Ennis rode to the sheep. waiting Jack until Jack brings people to the news: his uncle Harold was admitted to hospital because of pneumonia, dying. Joe waiting, vulgar watching Jack, and not to inform him.
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8 月 Ennis and Jack in the main tent to spend the entire night, at the same time, the wind mixed with the hail driving in two sheep and another departure from the direction of a flock of sheep and mixed together, which makes that they had spent suffering for 5 days. While Ennis does not speak English in Chile with a shepherd to the sheep want to separate, but they found it almost an impossible thing, like a blot was faintly discernible although the same old difficult to completely erase . even if ultimately separated by the number of sheep flocks, Ennis is also very clear that their driving is not entirely correct flocks separate. all the things in a worrying way mixed together, makes it difficult to distinguish.
August 13th day, this year's first snow came too early. snow piling up, then he quickly melt. the second week Joe Aguirre sent word to them down the mountain as soon as possible, because another, bigger storm was from the Pacific to move in this direction. Ennis and Jack of all good big pack bags and drove down the hill to go to the sheep, stones rolling down the heel followed by the dark clouds come rolling from the west, and piled thick, strong in the air snow pressure to them to breath. whole mountain seems to be dominated by a mysterious force, tossing a, along with the light through the clouds, the wind close to the ground closely, repeatedly trying to pull up the grass even with the same With the beast-like roar of rock as if trying to tear like the whirring of the blowing. When they go down along the slope, when, Ennis seems to think they are doing a slow action, but the head is forward, and irreversibly to the whereabouts of.
Joe Aguirr words when they pay very little. He looked at the stone edge of the slightly sour sheep said, mountains. to the greater. and I will get married in December. you're going to find some great things to do on the farm? decided to leave Jack. so, I intend so. ; Jack said. and they shook hands, slapped each other shoulders, even though the phase between them is only 40 miles away, but they can only go in the opposite direction. less than a mile away, Ennis was as if someone is using your hands alternately involve just swallow food. under the snow in the rotation, he stopped at the side of the road and tried to vomit, but nothing spit it out. He never feel this way, and this made him feel If materials for a long time was able to overcome.
12 月 Ennis and Alma Beers married Alma became pregnant in mid-January. He got some short-term work on the farm and in a controversial mission to settle in the old Elwood Hi -Top, Washakie County, a place north of Lost Cabin. He has been on the farm until September, September by Ennis as his daughter Alma JR. born. Since then, their house is full of a variety of scent , milk, manure smell and taste of children, and children crying, sucking sound and slight Alma asleep snoring. At this point, hut filled with a reproduction brings the practical sense and a for a with livestock all day with people the joy of life is still a sense of continuity.
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Hi-Top, after the demolition, Ennis is located in a row, a move to the top of the laundry in a small apartment. From later, although the vicinity of Ennis and it fit in, but logging off in order to stocking their own horses, Ennis had to be called every weekend to help B of the logging field. In Ennis and Alma's second girl was born, because the child having some breathing space in the atmosphere of Alma to hope that they can live in a place close to the city from the clinic.
lap, wearing thin clothes, hand-hold from behind, Ennis said, her blouse sleeve and poked out into her armpit to armpit hair like silk, and her flat, fingers stroking from her ribs to the chest, then touch to the abdomen and knees. in Alma and the whole body trembling slightly clinging to his arm quickly when, Ennis picked her up and quickly entered her body. He likes that they stay small apartment, because it can always be retained.
moved from Brokeback Mountain to the first summer in June 4, Ennis received a Jack Twist written by regular mail, Ennis kind of sense of excitement: It was so long to sign Jack is still alive. the general contents of the letter follows: Dear friends, that it took so long to write to you, hope you get. I heard that you are stay in Riverton, I'm going to go visit you on the 24th of this month, I will stop in the middle to give you a message after a while bottles of beer. it is convenient if you write to me and tell me if you still stay there. The return address was Childress, Texas. Ennis received a letter, of course, the letter stated his address in Riverton.
24 either that a up early, the weather sunny and very hot, but by noon, the clouds came rolling from the west, and mixed with hot and humid air. Ennis put his best set off by a wide black stripe shirt white shading. he would not know Jack what time, so did not go to work, pacing at the door, eager to from time to time along the sides of the street covered with dust to look down the line, Ennis seem so absent-minded, and even he did not hear clearly being said Alma then, seems to be on the weather too hot, they do not nanny, cook the dinner at home, might as well ask him to Jack Knife Fork (that is KFC) for dinner. As Ennis was the exact response than he can remember, only vaguely remember him saying he might go out drinking wine and Jack, and Jack said he did not remember that he like to go to a restaurant, and this brings Ennis remember when they used to be together in the jar with cool beans in the dirty spoon, which makes the hearts of a kind of warm feeling Ennis.
late afternoon when the thunder roared, Ennis saw a bike old green cards drove in, and then from the car he saw Jack came out. Ennis suddenly filled with that kind of heat flow from the bottom of my heart, he stood on the stairs, pushed open the closed door, Jack followed him two-stage two-stage staircase going up the stairs. They hold each other's shoulders, holding tight heat from each other's arms out of their breath, and said, Mom, Mom, and it is easy to find the key to the locked door, their lips violently conspire together, as had Jack Meng teeth caused bleeding, hat fall to the ground, the short filing required, emission wet saliva, the open door and saw the open outside shoulder deformation Ennis Alam, all interwoven with images , Ennis did not care so much that they shut the door violently, embraced and kissed, chest close to the chest, with clasped each other's chest and legs, step on each other's toes, breathing each other until they point to
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door is opened a few inches, Alma faint light in the doorway.
Ennis to say? up. He who can smell the flavor of Jack: strong familiar smell of tobacco, musk-like sweat, faint aroma of green grass, past the mountains and the subsequent memories of fresh air.
Oh, of course, the.
said, You know, I married a Childress, Texas, a beautiful little girl, Lureen. to Ennis.Ennis thought, maybe she will have to buy their own pack of cigarettes, and go home early.
Ma.
bedroom, the blue Tshirt my pocket some. some small hail mixed with rain hit the window and slippery wind have not closed the door next to the pop hit ringing.
room was filled with a variety of odors: whiskey, cigarettes, soured hay , old carpet, leather saddle, cheap soap, and semen. sweat dripping Ennis spread on the bed exhausted, breathing heavily. Jack threw a long smoke, said: ! We have to talk about this. I swear, I never thought we could stay like this - well, I admit that I thought. I know I'm here fuck! to the road, I desire to be able to fly over! ;
Jack said, . . In Texax to do the same thing every day, and half the time in the same girly bike repair broken truck. But anyway, I never thought would lose. said Lureen, she has some money, But her old man in there, used to do farming equipment business. Lureen move because he would not let the money, and he does not like my damn bold temper, so I always hh I was almost a waste, it also fractures, Shougu also wounded, and this, you know cattle are tight in this place every time? each time add a little old wounds, even if you are well under control, you could not escape injury pain, after the expiry of a feminist kind of pain. My legs almost spent, and three places to be an explosion. are to be cattle get, that is a huge head of cattle also a smell of urine, and he threw me three meters far and then thrust back, damn fast! Fortunately, I had a friend caught his corner. There are a bunch of assorted injuries. See, now, and not the same as my dad would pull it, and now people go to college, money to make money to live a good life. Lureen the old man that way if I drop out of school I go to nothing, only this. I've had enough, and I'm living in this blasted rag, I'll never live in a bubble bubble, I like to take the time I could walk out. You know, I stay in this broken place to block what I expected -? I know I'm not. I mean, we both got wives and kids, right? I like to speak a woman, yes, but and this is not the same. I never thought like any other man Ganzhe Shi unless I put them as you. you and the other guy doing? Jack? , never had their own cattle, > have to say, Jack, my life revolves around a group of people, I love my little girls, Armagh, she did nothing wrong. You have your wife and kids in Texas. we're together to destroy, turned her head to the direction of that small apartment mm gotta tell you, friend, maybe someone will see that we in the mountains, and I go there the next June, thinking back to the mountains mm but I did not, I went to Texas, An Gurui brought me into the office with me said: to paying the money side of Liuniao in sheep at the same time, he continued, , kid old bully me, I only followed him the copies of your nose. I could not understand my dad was like a bowling alley like the day is full, just like I said, Jack, you have to make your own decision if you encountered any trouble, you think of ways to fix it, or wait for you to nine years old, you have to follow the ninety-year-old ek. I'm stupid West said that he older than me. my father said, you Debu the whole dynamic and sensual to him, let him taste the bitterness, and unswervingly to his lesson, or he does not know who you are. So I did, I jump on him from the stairs, ...

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